First Time

Kelsea Ballerini

I put on my make up spray my perfume
Sit on the front porch waiting on you to show up
You said we would catch up cause it have been awhile
I hate to admit it but my hands are shaking barely
Breathing heart is racing

Looks like feelings don't always change there mind
But you never called never showed up
Guess somethings things never change
And its just like living in a flash back
Your letting me down again
And that's why the past should be the past
Far behind back of mind out of the way

Let the memories burn and crash
Cause sitting here looking at the drive way
It's just tearing my heart back in half
Likes nothing change except the time that's past
And that's why goodbye should mean goodbye
The first time

I should know better I hate that I still cry
Looking like a fool here looking for headlights
And kicking my self for believing in you again
I bet your around drinking
With a new blonde and telling her
Whatever is playing is her song
And helping her up in to your chevy instead

Even when you don't have me
You can still be the one to hurt me
It must feel good to know that I'm still holding on to letting go
And that's why the past should be the past
Far behind back of mind out of the way
Let the memories burn and crash
Cause sitting here looking at the driveway
Its just tearing my heart back in half
Likes nothing change except the time that's past
And that's why goodbye should mean goodbye
The first time

And that's why the past should be the past
Far behind back of mind out of the way
Let the memories burn and crash
Cause sitting here looking at the this driveway
Its just tearing my heart back in half
Likes nothing change except the time that's past
And that's why goodbye should mean goodbye
So now I'm letting you go like I should of tried the first time
The first time