1 step forward, 3 steps back

Called you on the phone today
Just to ask you how you were
All I did was speak normally
Somehow, I still struck a nerve

You got me fucked up in the head, boy
Never doubted myself so much
Like, am I pretty, am I fun, boy?
I hate that I give you power over that kind of stuff

'Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
It's always one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy? I don't understand
No, I don't understand

And maybe in some masochistic way
I kinda find it all exciting
Like, which lover will I get today?
Will you walk me to the door or send me home crying?

It's one step forward and three steps back
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
It's always one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy? I don't understand

No, it's back and forth, did I say something wrong?
It's back and forth, going over everything I said
It's back and forth, did I do something wrong?
It's back and forth, maybe this is all your fault instead

It's one step forward and three steps back
And I'd leave you but the rollercoaster's all I've ever had
It's one step forward and three steps back
Do you love me, want me, hate me, boy? I don't understand
No, I don't understand

1 paso adelante, 3 pasos atrás

Te llamé por teléfono hoy
Solo para preguntar cómo estabas
Todo lo que hice fue hablar normal
De alguna manera, todavía logré enojarte

Me tienes jodida en la cabeza, chico
Nunca dudé tanto de mí misma
Como, ¿soy linda? ¿Soy divertida, chico?
Odio darte poder sobre ese tipo de cosa

Porque siempre es un paso adelante y tres pasos atrás
Soy el amor de tu vida hasta que te haga enojar
Siempre es un paso adelante y tres pasos atrás
¿Me amas, me quieres, me odias, chico? No entiendo
No, no entiendo

Y tal vez de alguna manera masoquista
Puedo encontrarlo algo emocionante
Como, ¿qué amante serás hoy?
¿Me acompañarás a la puerta o me enviarás a casa llorando?

Es un paso adelante y tres pasos atrás
Soy el amor de tu vida hasta que te vuelva loco
Siempre es un paso adelante y tres pasos atrás
¿Me amas, me quieres, me odias, chico? No entiendo

No, es adelante y atrás, ¿dije algo mal?
Es adelante y atrás, repasando todo lo que dije
Es adelante y atrás, ¿hice algo mal?
Es adelante y atrás, quizás, todo esto es tu culpa

Es un paso adelante y tres pasos atrás
Te dejaría, pero esa montaña rusa es todo lo que he tenido
Es un paso adelante y tres pasos atrás
¿Me amas, me quieres, me odias, chico? No entiendo
No, no entiendo

Composição: Olivia Rodrigo / Taylor Swift / Jack Antonoff