All We Know Is Pain

I think I'm lost without you
It's like no other pain
I've ever known
It's like no other pain
I've ever known

Yeah, maybe I should act like this
Avoid all facts and be myself
In a world where I'll last
No judgement nobody running from anybody
With a vengeance, I hear them coming
They steady rushing to the finish line but it's a death race
Organized thoughts so jumbled in my head space
Worried about my estate, wonder if my bed's made
Making bad decisions all the time till I get paid (aye)

But when that money runs out and everybody moves on
I'll fight with myself every night
Trying to figure out why what I do goes wrong
I think i'ma step back leave it to my kinfolk
Give them all the bread so they flourish from the get go
If I find love I'ma cherish like memento

And if I have sons they'll be learning from the best though
I am not a bad person but I've been lost in the vastness
So much to explore but little time to imagine
The things I can do or the stories I can tell
Guess it's all in the past when we bid farewell

It's like no other pain
I've ever known
Yeah, but I don't wanna say goodbye
Not afraid of giving up
I'ma do everything in my power just to live it up

If I get overwhelmed, oh well, that's just a part of life
Mellic call of duty as we fighting through the hardest times
I got a lot to say and I'ma say it proudly
I never needed space even though my mind is crowded
I tried to get away escape the pain with secret doubtings
But now I'm here to stay, aye, I'm so glad I found me

I think I'm lost without you
It's like no other pain
I've ever known