​Smiling When I Die

Yesterday felt like my graduation
But now some of those kids have
Got their own
Been a while since I took a vacation
It's been a while since I really let go

Don't wanna look back
Thinking I could've done this
Or I could've tried that
Don't wanna look back
'Cause it's going by fast

I'ma call my mother
It's been a while since I've been home
Take a trip in the summer
See all the lights in Tokyo
Get lost in the desert
Just to see what I can find
So when it's my time ah
I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)
I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)

Yesterday felt like my first day working
No, I'm not the youngest on the clock
Been a while since days were just
For burning
It's been a while since I threw back a shot

Don't wanna look back
Thinking I could've done this
Or I could've tried that
Don't wanna look back
'Cause it's going by fast

I'ma call my mother
It's been a while since I've been home
Take a trip in the summer
See all the lights in Tokyo
Get lost in the desert
Just to see what I can find
So when it's my time ah
I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)
I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)

There's been a couple times that I've
Fell in love
But a couple times just ain't enough
There's been a couple joints that
I could've shared
But I guess I gotta start somewhere

I'ma call my mother
It's been a while since I've been home
Take a trip in the summer
See all the lights in Tokyo
Get lost in the desert
Just to see what I can find
So when it's my time ah
I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)
I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)

I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)
I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)
I'm smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)