Everything Is Embarrassing

(I know you're trying)
Everything and nothing always haunts me
I know you're trying, I know you're trying
Waiting for your moment to fall on me
I saw you trying, I saw you trying

Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother

(I know you're trying, I know you're trying)
Hurts so bad I don't know what you want from me
You know I'm trying, you know I'm trying
And now we're hanging on by a heartbeat
You know I'm trying
I was always trying

Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother

I've been hating everything, everything that could have
Been
Could have been my anything
Now everything's embarrassing

Acting like it's nothing, such a bore
I saw the truth and I just can't ignore
You're trying to hold the heart that can't be stored
Say, I tried to give my best before
You wouldn't have the chance to give me more
You're only one step closer to the door

Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother

I've been hating everything, everything that could have
Been
Could have been my anything
Now everything's embarrassing

Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically you're not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother

I've been hating everything, everything that could have
Been
Could have been my anything
Now everything's embarrassing

Todo es vergonzoso

(Sé que lo estás intentando)
Todo y nada siempre me persigue
Sé que lo estás intentando, sé que lo estás intentando
Esperando que tu momento caiga sobre mí
Te vi intentando, te vi intentando

Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo intentaras entonces no me molestaría
Diciéndome que básicamente no me estás cuidando
Todo es verdad para mí
Nunca palabras donde verías
Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo intentaras entonces no me molestaría

(Sé que lo estás intentando, sé que lo estás intentando)
Duele tanto que no sé qué quieres de mí
Sabes que lo estoy intentando, sabes que lo estoy intentando
Y ahora estamos aguantando un latido del corazón
Sabes que lo estoy intentando
Siempre lo estaba intentando

Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo intentaras entonces no me molestaría
Diciéndome que básicamente no me estás cuidando
Todo es verdad para mí
Nunca palabras donde verías
Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo intentaras entonces no me molestaría

He estado odiando todo, todo lo que podría tener
Ha sido
Pudo haber sido lo mío
Ahora todo es vergonzoso

Actuar como si no fuera nada, tan aburrido
Vi la verdad y no puedo ignorarlo
Estás tratando de sostener el corazón que no puede ser almacenado
Oye, traté de dar lo mejor de mí antes
No tendrías la oportunidad de darme más
Sólo estás un paso más cerca de la puerta

Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo intentaras entonces no me molestaría
Diciéndome que básicamente no me estás cuidando
Todo es verdad para mí
Nunca palabras donde verías
Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo intentaras entonces no me molestaría

He estado odiando todo, todo lo que podría tener
Ha sido
Pudo haber sido lo mío
Ahora todo es vergonzoso

Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo intentaras entonces no me molestaría
Diciéndome que básicamente no me estás cuidando
Todo es verdad para mí
Nunca palabras donde verías
Tal vez si me dejas ser tu amante
Tal vez si lo intentaras entonces no me molestaría

He estado odiando todo, todo lo que podría tener
Ha sido
Pudo haber sido lo mío
Ahora todo es vergonzoso

Composição: Devonté Hynes / Sky Ferreira / Ariel Rechtshaid