Life Is The Party

Stuck in my own bed
Trapped in these cardboard walls
I see all these faces
And they don’t see me at all
I miss the old days
Where time didn’t disappear
We talked about our future
And how we’d get out of here

Sick of feelin like I’m dead
Sick of fightin my eyelids
Sick of hearing these sirens
All I want is some silence Shh

If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me, why do I feel low, as dead as my phone
I don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie here in this hell
I don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try all by myself
If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home
Why do I stay home

I’m ghost of my hometown
Where everything stayed the same
Was king of the playground, but now I just waste my days
Worried about income
When everyone seems so paid
Is this the outcome, of not trying to act my age

Sick of feelin like I’m dead
Sick of fightin my eyelids
Sick of hearing these sirens
All I want is some silence Sh

If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me, why do I feel low, as dead as my phone
I don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie here in this hell
I don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try all by myself
If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home
Why do I stay home

Gloomy, I’ma live my life feelin gloomy
It’s better than feelin’ nothin’ at all, nothin’ at all
Nothin’ at all, nothin’ at all
Gloomy, I’ma live my life feelin gloomy
It’s better than feelin’ nothin’ at all, nothin’ at all
Nothin’ at all, nothin’ at all

If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home
Why do I stay home?
If everyone says they love me, why do I feel low, as dead as my phone
I don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie, don’t wanna lie here in this hell
I don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try, don’t wanna try all by myself
If I’m the life of the party, why do I stay home
Why do I stay home