Trust Issues

When I was young, my mama told me: Loving can be lonely
Not everyone's like you, ain't got the heart that you do
But I had to learn the hard way, lessons can be costly
And I spent more than I had on love that didn’t last

I'm sorry if you think I'm standoffish
I swear it's not you
I'm guarded and I know it
Oh, darlin', don't meant to be cruel

I've got trust issues and I know we all do
But I think I'm too wounded to dive in and that ain't fair to you
I'm tired of being used and maybe that ain't you
But I can't take the chance when I'm damaged

It's true, I've got trust issues
Oh, yeah

See I’ve been tryna understand it, seems I’ve got a habit
Of pushing others away, thinkin' no one will stay
So I gotta leave today, I don't wanna make the same mistakes
Not with you, no, not with you

I'm sorry if you think I'm being selfish
Can't help it, I'm done
Fightin', feelin' helpless
Oh, darlin', I knew this would come

I've got trust issues and I know we all do
But I think I'm too wounded to dive in and that ain't fair to you
I'm tired of being used and maybe that ain't you
But I can't take the chance when I'm damaged

It's true, I've got trust issues
Oh, yeah

Tell me you're mine, and I try to believe you
Tell you I'm fine, but I know that you see through
All of these walls I’ve put up
I’ll fuck this up
Yeah, you should just leave before I do