Hate

Hate

I wasn't accounted
I wasn't attacked
I wanted a way out
You knew me better than that
I wasn't delayed and
I wasn't content
I'm really fucked here
Don't ever fucking come back!

Hello - it's here to stay
Turn on the other way
Saw it all to see it all
Even if I wanted to

A damaged man
I am the anguish man

I wanted to see you
I wanted a brain
I'm out of your goodness
And left with nothing to say
I haven't the slightest
I haven't a chance
I'm sorry it's someone
I guess we're all too late

Shallow - it's all a game
You are the only way
Fire on and watch me die
I don't want to do it but

A damaged man
I am the anguish man
A damaged man
I am the anguish man

I wanna be nobody
I wanna be nobody
I wanna be nobody
I wanna be nobody

A damaged man
I am the anguish man
A damaged man
I am the anguish man

And I stood and gazed
With glazed eyes
Night eyes
My eyes
At the whole wide world around me
They all kept their promises, all right
But what they never realized
Was everything I was promised
Was shit I never asked for
No more pockets being fed
No more exotic exaltations
Or social priapisms
Just the complete and unphacitable realization
That the whole wide world around me
Is out of my hands
Am I angry?
Of course I'm angry
But no matter how I scream
No matter how much frenzied saliva flies from my mouth
It's still not enough
And it will never be enough
To whit the end of me