I Did This To Me

I've never been so selfish, reckless
Hell this is all my fault
I was full of all these
Useless excuses
Abusing the love I lost

I never thought you'd be my greatest mistake
Or that mine would be the heart I'd break

I pushed you away
When you needed me
You wanted to talk
I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you
When you said it to me
Now I'm here at home
All alone with your memory
I got what I wanted
I did this to me

If I'm being honest
I promise
I thought this
Would work itself out

Oh, if I had gotten over myself
I wouldn't be getting over you now, no

I pushed you away
When you needed me
You wanted to talk
I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you
When you said it to me
Now I'm here at home
All alone with your memory
I got what I wanted
I did this to me

I wish I said I loved you, mm
Enough for you to feel it, oh
I wish I would have held you
I wish you could believe it

I wish I said I loved you
Enough for you to feel it
I wish I would have held you
I wish you could believe it

I pushed you away
When you needed me
You wanted to talk
I wanted to drink
Only told you I loved you
When you said it to me
Now I'm here at home
All alone with your memory
I got what I wanted
I did this to me

Oh
Mm, I did this to me
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
I did this to me, yeah
Yeah, yeah, mm, oh, oh, mm