Up And Down

So how's today gonna feel?
I Need to open my eyes to know what's real
And I wake up with make up
A heavy head
And I wish I could I say what I say

And I'm up and down
All of me has turned inside out
And I'm up and down

Now I've wasted the day
Made no plans by to slowly waste away
And over and over, it never ends
And I guess I'll just get back into bed

And I'm up and down
All of me has turned inside out
And I'm up and down

I'm only ever
(Half asleep 'cause I'm too worried)
That'll never get to
(Laugh and it's not funny)
I fall so deep when
I'm already down
And I might not come around

And I'm up and down
All of me has turned inside out
And I'm up and down
And down

And I'm up and down
Turn inside out
I'm up and down
And I'm up and down
Turn inside out
I'm up and down

I'm saying our last goodbyes
And I'm not coming down
I'm saying our last goodbyes
And I'm not coming down
I might not come around
I might not come around
I might not come around
I might not come around