Don't want to be an actor

I wonder and I search
Who is the man I always show,
at my home or in the church
Help me I want to know

Could there be a difference
that depends on where I am
What I do will make sense,
I'll show them what I can

I don't want to wear a religious mask
Prepare me to perform your task

I don't want to be an actor
What I want is to be real
I don't want to be an actor
Clean my heart so I can feel
your presence

I'll be the one they expect me to be,
I do the things I always do,
but now I will be free
Send me I want to go