Tom Holland Oates

(I wish I was in the qua-
Ah, I don't like that can we try something else?)

I wish I was in the quantum realm
Just for a minute
All this bullshit surrounding me is driving me insane
And the way that's it's looking
I think I may be better off taking a
Breath of fresh air underwater
And the way that's it's feeling
It feels so revealing and I can tell that
Everyone knows I'm trippin'
'Cause it gives me so much anxiety

I can't find a reason to stay
I need something else to resort to
I can't get away
So then I text my friends
Close my eyes and count to tеn
Just wait for you to leave again
Then I'll prеtend
I'm better on my own

And even though that's such a goddamn lie
I think it might be worth a try
Something to keep you off my mind from time to time
So I don't feel like
So I don't feel like
Like I'm a joke to every person that I know
A loser lacking sense and self-control

I can't find a way out
I've been looking
But I can't find a place to go

So then I text my friends
Close my eyes and count to ten
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten

Text my friends
Close my eyes and count to ten
Just wait for you to leave again
Then I'll pretend
I'm better on my own

And even though that's such a goddamn lie
I think it might be worth a try
Something to keep you off my mind from time to time
So I don't feel like
I just don't feel right