Lose Again

I don't wanna talk about it, I just wanna dead
I don't wanna go back inside of what is in your head
You think you walk on higher ground,
but you're sinking instead
You can claim you never hurt me, but then you
never say you wrong

If lost back when, I have learned, I don't lose again
If I lost before, I make sure, I don't lose no more
But you know what it's like to lose again

I won't ever call you crazy, I don't say I'm sane
I don't wanna run back into it,
that won't shake the pain
You think you still got hold of me,
but you're reaching in vain
You won't learn this hurt works both ways, and so
you never wake up strong

If lost back when, I have learned, I don't lose again
If I lost before, I make sure, I don't lose no more
But you know what it's like to lose again
And don't you know you chose to lose again