Addicted to Oblivion

What do I want to forget to day?
Once again betting on my shitty life
Drowning my fucking self esteem
Into bottles of sweet vice

Another round
Again and more

Completely plastered it seems so clear
Shit faced but I don't fucking care!
Midnight life until morning hangover
Going with the wind in the wrong train!

Surrounded by the night life people
A crooked smile on my face,
But still on my own
Cease the day in my only faith
Drink up! Heal the pain
Reckless! Feel the strain
Until the filthiest arouse in my spirit
How long until I start longing for it!

Sleeping with my clothes on
Waking up my own vomit
Last night seems like a dream
My sanity forever gone!