Memory (feat. SadBoyProlific)

Shit don't matter, we're just walking through a memory
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo
Baby, I'm nauseous
Baby, you caused this
It's all for me

Doo, doo, doo, doo, walking through the straight line
You've been stuck in my head and girl, I really wanna talk now
Chill at your place but everyday you would walk out
Uh, kept cool, can we calm down?

Anger in flames, slapped in the face with your palm
I don't know what to do and it's late and I'm tired
And you're on my mind, take a hit to feel higher
Text you again when I'm feeling inspired

I've recognised I'm reigniting the fire
Ayy, what you wanna do with me
I heard you telling everybody that you cool with me
But like you never text back

Every night relapse on the pain
But you never let your parents see that
Now you stuck in a cycle of fuck ups and jealousy
And my last treating me all just to yell at me

Wow, think of the times you were hesitant
Thoughts about me, hope you know that they're indefinite
Shit don't matter we're just walking through a memory
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo

Baby, I'm nauseous
Baby, you caused this
It's all for me
Doo, doo, doo, doo, walking through the straight line

For anybody that's wondering what my mind is
That shit's just solitary confinement
Open minded, where my mind's been lost
And I'm really just trying to find it

Yeah, we're magnets just trying to manage attraction
Damage and shattered to fragments
Love like a spiral I'm just trying to catch it
But I guess I suck and I just need some practice

And I'm wishing I could rip you out of my head like my hair
Yeah, if I was dead, would you even care?
If I had a funeral, would you be there?
Sometimes I wonder what colours you'd wear

Would you move on and tell yourself that you're strong
While you let me fade as I'm dead and I'm gone?
Or you hold it down till you meet me and God
Or love someone else and leave me to be lost

I thought for life meant for life until mamma remarried three times
I never saw through the lines
Growing up I thought that life would be fine
Now I'm just watching as everything dies

Baby, you caused this
It's all for me
Doo, doo, doo, doo, walking through the straight line

Shit don't matter we're just walking through a memory
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo
Baby, I'm nauseous

Baby, you caused this
It's all for me
Doo, doo, doo, doo, walking through the straight